Just a quick update.
I've spent most of the last few days fairly "out of it". This morning I got up and just decided to come home to my mum and dad's. Within 20 minutes of deciding that, I was on my way to the train station to catch the next bus home.
Needless to say, it's been a tough afternoon. Lots of tears. Finally told mum and dad what was going on. Lots and lots of tears. I know there will still be many more questions ... And a lot more tears.
But I feel kind of relieved.
I still want to cry though ...