Meme # ... Umm, I forget.

Rules:

1) You must post the rules on your post before you answer the questions.

2) You need to list one fact about yourself using each letter of your middle name. If you don’t have a middle name use your maiden name instead.


M - Margaret - My middle name. I hate it. It's the same as my mum's, and I get the family thing ... But I still hate it.

A - Art. I love art. I can't draw for shit, but I love looking at art on the internet/in books. I love going to Melbourne and seeing the graffiti. I like big, bold and bright.

R - Reading. I'm always reading something - whether it's something that I've never read before, or a book from my bookcase that I've read a dozen times.

G - Good-humoured. Most of the time I can find something to laugh about, no matter what the situation.

A - Anxiety. Sometimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night, so worried and filled with anxiety that I can't breathe, and I have to force myself to calm down.

R - Real. I now refuse to hide my emotions. What you see is what I feel. I refuse to pretend in case I upset someone else.

E - Exhausted. I love getting into bed, utterly exhausted. It means I'll sleep all night.

T - Time. I often lose track of time when I'm reading or playing the flute, or just hanging with friends.

Meme #4

In the tradition of Meme #1 (26/06/07) and Meme #2 (27/06/07) and Meme #3 (29/06/07) comes Meme number 4! This one was kinda boring though.

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~ Would you hug your ex again? Probably not

~ How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they loved U? A few.

~ How many girlfriends/ boyfriends did you actually love? 1.

~ Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Maybe ...

~ Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? I don't think so ... Hope not.

~ Are you happier single or in a relationship? Both ...! :o)

~ Have you ever been cheated on? Yeah. It sucks.

~ Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? Nope.

~ Have you ever had your heart broken? Hasn't everyone at some point?

~ If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Change what things? I don't think so.

~ Do you still love your ex? No. It's over.

~ Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend/boyfriend? How the hell would I know?! I'd hope so though.

~ Have you dated someone who was not good to you? Stupidly, yes I have.

~ Have you dated someone older than u? Yeah.

~ Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? It depends.

~ Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope..

~ Ever want to get married? Not so much. It's just a bit of paper. If the commitment is there,
then who cares about the "official" thing? Although wedding cake is always nice :o)

~ Ever kissed your friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? Nup, never.

~ If given a chance, would you like to have your ex back? No. Those relationships finished for a reason :o)

~ Still friends with your ex's? Yes and no.

~ Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it? Uhh ... No.

** Megs, what the hell are you doing home on a Saturday night?! Is the world ending ...?! Thanks for the comment though :o) **

Another Meme:

Choose a band and answer only in song titles by that band:
P!nk

Are you male or female? Split Personality.
Describe yourself: Don't Let Me Get Me.
How do some people feel about you? Try Too Hard
How do you feel about yourself? I'm Not Dead.
Describe your ex-boyfriend/ex-husband: Can't Take Me Home
Describe your current boyfriend/husband: Who Knew?
Describe what you want to be: Feel Good Time
Describe your current mood: Leave me alone (I'm lonely)
Describe your friends: Respect
Share a few words of wisdom: God Is A DJ

Meme #3!

And here's another "Meme", the twist this time is that all questions have to be answered in one word ... Let's see how I go.

1. Where is your mobile phone? Desk.
2. Relationship? Nope.
3. Your hair? Straightened.
4. Work? Unemployed.
5. Your sister(s)? Crazy.
6. Your favourite thing? Laughter.
7. Your dream last night? Deep.
8. Your favourite drink? COKE!
9. Your dream car? Any.
10. The room you're in? Quiet.
11. Your shoes? Comfy.
12. Your fears? Valid.
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? Happy.
14. Who did you hang out with this weekend? Chrissie.
15. What are you not good at? Confrontation.
16. Muffin? Choc-chip.
17. Wish list item? ...
18. Where you grew up? Kerang.
19. The last thing you did? Ate.
20. What are you wearing? Clothes.
21. What are you not wearing? Fashion.
22. Your pet? Many.
23. Your computer? Laptop.
24. Your life? Re-starting.
25. Your mood? Content.
26. Missing? Coke.
27. What are you thinking about? Books.
28. Your car? Invisible
29. Your kitchen? Comfortable.
30. Your summer? Awesome.
31. Your favourite colour? Pink.
32. Last time you laughed? Loudly.
33. Last time you cried? Today.
34. School? Maybe.
35. Love? Fun.

Think it's easy? Give it a go :o)

*Meme* #2 :o)

I AM: Often what people think I'm not. Calm, happy, quiet, panicked, easy going, sad, angry, loud, relaxed ...

I WANT: Happiness. And lots more laughter in my life :o) You can never have too much.

I WISH: That there could be no pain in the world. And that I could sleep properly :o)

I HATE: People who judge others. Tom Cruise. People who lie. People who have no compassion. People who don't stop and think before they speak. Door-to-door religious people - I have no problems with people having a religion, but please don't come to my door and shove it down my throat. And I hate that I can't say go away to them! People who hurt others. Anger. Telstra. Vegetables. People who don't leave voicemail messages! When you lose something really important and you need it *right now*. When you run out of hot water half way through conditioning your hair. This could go forever ...

I MISS: When things were simpler, easier. When people meant what they said, and said what they meant.

I HEAR: A banging sound. I think it's because of the wind. And 'Long Way', by Pink because I'm currently listening to it on my MP3 player.

I WONDER: Where I'll be in 10 years? 15 years? The unknown is pretty damn scary, but also pretty damn awesome.

I REGRET: Not taking more chances. Not being honest with those who I care most about because I was so worried what they might-maybe-possibly think about me. Who cares? They love me. They wouldn't care!

I AM NOT: Warm, right now. Actually, I'm freezing!

I DANCE: Constantly. I live alone, who's going to see me?!

I SING: Constantly. Again, I live alone. Who's going to see me?! What do I care if the neighbours hear me?!

I CRY: Occasionally. Only when I'm alone though. Or when I'm really, really tired I get waaay to emotional and will cry at anything!

I AM NOT ALWAYS: A morning person. Sometimes it takes me an hour or two to talk in the morning!

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Food. (what the ... ?? what kind of question is that?)

I WRITE: Lots. Poems, general crap, letters to friends lost, my blog. I write a lot, actually.

I CONFUSE: everyone :o)

I NEED: Not much actually. There's a lot I want, but everything I *need* I have. I do kinda need a job, though :o)

I SHOULD: Start paying my bills on time. Have more sex.

I START: Housework every couple of days, then get bored and give up.

I FINISH:95% of books I start. Usually within a couple of days.

P.S. Check out this post on Dan's site - http://danrenzi.typepad.com/stuff/2006/01/what_straight_m.html ... Pretty funny! :o) And ... true!

Meme

So, I'm reading back through Dan Renzi's blog - How was your day, Dan? and there's a "Meme" that's he's completed, so because I'm totally unoriginal tonight, and without any interesting thoughts, I thought I'd complete this. So here goes:



1. Flip to page 18, paragraph 4 - in the book closest to you right now, what does it say?
It's talking about one of the brothers in an accused gang rape case ... The book is 'Girls like you', and it's about 6 brothers, who raped 4 teenage girls, and the resulting court case. Heavy reading, but a good book.


2. If you stretch out your left arm - as far as possible, what are you touching?
My bed. A pile of bills and letters on my bed. I can also almost touch my printer.


3. What's the last program you watched on tv?
The news. How exciting, huh?


4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
About ... 7:20. (so close ... 7:24)


5. Except the computer, what can you hear right now?
My mobile phone, telling me I have a message. The birds, talking to each other. The tv, which is on A Current Affair at the moment.


6. When was the last time you were outside and what did you do?
This afternoon ... Walked to Coles, to get some groceries.


(You know, this is more boring than I thought it would be ...)


7. What are you wearing?
Pink and white stripey socks. Jeans. Black t-shirt. Pink and white zip up hoody.


8. Did you dream last night? If you did, what about?
Yes. Two seperate dreams actually. One was me and Christine in hospital, we'd had a car accident. My arm was broken. Chrissie had a cut toe. (Don't ask me how she cut her toe in a car accident...) Dream two was a little ... erotic, so I won't share the details :o)



9. When was the last time you laughed?
About 10 minutes ago. B and I were talking about what a tool Paris Hilton is.


10. What's on the walls, in the room you're in right now?
Photos of Jordyn and Amber. And post-it notes, all of which have *very important* things written on them ... Like phone numbers, appointments, random quotes and crap :o)



11. Have you seen anything strange lately?
Nope ... Don't think so.


12. What do you think about this meme?
It's more boring than I thought it would be ... Maybe it was just Dan who made it seem fun?!



13. What's the last film you saw?
Oceans Thirteen ... Just got back from it like, 30 minutes ago.



14. If you became a multimillionaire, what would you do with the money?
Take care of those I love. Donate some to Caringbridge, cancer research, and the Royal Childrens Hospital. Do something with it that makes a difference.



15. Tell us something about yourself that most people don't know.
I sometimes have panic attacks, late at night when I can't sleep.



16. If you could change ONE THING in this world, without regarding politics or bad guilt - what would it be?
Get rid of disease - childhood cancer, AIDS, Cystic Fibrosis, kidney disease, liver disease, heart disease. Causes too much hurt and anguish.



17. Do you like dancing?
When I'm at home alone. I really do that whole "Dance like nobody is watching" thing. Mostly in my kitchen, or my lounge. Or when I'm going from my bedroom to my kitchen. I know I look like a dickhead. I know it's dorky, and ridiculous. But I don't care.


18. George Bush?
How did he get into office? So many people in America claim to hate him, and his policies, and yet, he won power. How? If Americans care, would they not vote? I don't understand.


19. What do you want your children's names to be, girl/boy?
I'd like a girl named Jennah ... For reasons known only to me :o) And a boy named ... Matt. Everyone loves Matt!


20. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Nup. Too far from my friends, family, and *home*!



21. What do you want God to tell you, when you come to heaven?
"Do you believe now?"