The massive clean out continues. This morning, I found a book of old, old, old poems that I'd written. How old? Most of them are from 2002/2003. Anyway, I thought I'd put some on here.
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Abbey is your angel
she watches over you from way up high
if you should ever need her
just look up to the sky.
god lent her to earth for just a little while
gave her love family, special friends
her mission? to brighten the world with her smile
but all too soon her time on earth had to end
god looked down from heaven for a special someone
he spotted Abb and said
"your work on earth is now done"
so back to heaven our Abbey was led.
i know you will always miss her so much
but remember in your heart she will forever stay
and when you long for her touch
remember you will be together again one day.
-----
how do you show
what a photo cannot?
his laughing eyes
that beautiful smile
and gorgeous dark hair
they're all there
but what can't you see?
that cheeky laugh
and drive-you-crazy sense of humour
the long talks
the drinking and partying
we did
the way he was always there -
his friendship
and of course
that lightening quick temper!
how do you show
what a photo cannot?
-----
don't know where im going
can't remember
where i've been
my life is taking me
along a winding path
with twists and turns
forks in the road
this way or that way?
it's easy to get
confused
lost
trying so hard
to find my way
but every time
i think i know where im going
i get lost once again
and once more
i
don't know where i'm going
and
can't remember
where i've been
-----
Hey Mel
it's just me
checkin in again
saying hey mate
and "go pies"
!!!!
saw a star tonight
shinin so damn bright
from the heavens
knew it was
you
waving down to me
it's been
almost two whole years
(and a million bloody tears!)
since you went away
13/09/01
do i really need to
tell you again
how very
very
very
much i miss you??!!
if only
miracles happened
wishes came true
and every other cliche in the book
"hey mate, what's news?"
well, tegans doing well
got her license a few weeks ago
your dad
bought her a car
she loves it!
your mum
still working
but
you only have
to look at her
to see how much
she misses you
it's written
in her eyes
in her smile
all over her face
"hey mate, what's news?"
well, my
gorgeous
magpies play your bloody bombers
next week
don't worry though, we'll kick some arse!
and no "divine intervention"!!
if we lose, i'll blame you!
"hey mate, what's news?"
thommo's doing well
so's kat
and bec
see them around uni
bec's doing nursing
with chrissie
loz is still at school
year 12 at mckillop!
reckoned there was a
conspiracy
against her at kths!
nat had her baby
a baby girl
kahlia
what a cutie
and yes,
she's still with troy
and me?
still crusin along!
so that's news mate.
miss ya, Mel.
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i see your face in my mind
you're smiling at me
i wish that you were here right now
why did god take you away?
my eyes fill with tears
as i think of
never seeing your smile again
never hearing your voice ever again
i still can't believe you're gone
i wonder if you're happy
i wonder if you know
how much
we all miss you
we all love you
i guess we will meet again one day
i hope that day comes soon
the world without your smile, Mel,
the world without you,
is a sadder place
-----
Peace, and I'm out.
Edit at 1:41: *lmao* you would not believe what I just found! A paper titled "Our day at the Highschool"!!!!! The date on it is 13-12-95. 1995!!!! That paper is half my age! My teacher has even written a comment on it! If I can figure out how to scan it later, I'll put it on here.
** Tried to add the scanned pages to the end and it wouldn't do it, so they're at the top. If you click on them, I think they enlarge.
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