Tonight, I can't stop crying.
I feel so, so desperately unhappy.
A couple of weeks ago, my housemate told me that she wants to live alone next year.
I was fine with that, I'm wanting to live on my own again anyway.
But still. I feel like I don't belong here anymore. Like I'm not wanted in my own home.
Today, the neighbour made a complaint about my dog.
She's a dog. She barks.
She barks during the day, not at night.
My neightbour had a "headache" and the barking bothered her.
What the fuck am I meant to do about it?
If my dog was barking at night, I would do something about it.
But she's a dog. She barks. It's what they do.
SHE IS A DOG. SHE'S GOING TO BARK.
She has to realise that there are noises during the day. I can't keep the dogs quiet.
I just feel like everyone's is against me tonight. And I know that's stupid, but I can't help it. I can't help the tears. The tears that won't stop coming.